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Monday, July 24, 2006

1.04pm
Looking aback.
I'm deleting away.
bringing myself back to the past.
Without no one. I'm all alone.
Locking myself tight. i had lose my faith.
something is missing. something is gone.
there's nothing much left.
Do you know.
you don't know.
All you know its to see the ugliest side of people.
you arent cruel, but you are just are too practical and greedy.
I shall bar myself once again. unwanted staints.
you brought these. be responsible.
I shan't regret what i did.

At least, i've seen through you.
you are really scary.
too scary for me to accept.

I don't hate you.
But i hate myself for being an idiot and stupid.

but at least, i'm able to smile and laugh out high for awhile.
Perhaps, jus for awhile.
awhile will do.

I'm sorry to hurt you again.
it doesnt feel great.
I want to be alone.

Leave me.
perhaps, time will be the answer.
I use to love. but not now.

lend me a shoulder, i shall tear hard.
give me a hug, i shall nvr leave.

1:04 PM