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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

No school for me.
Was sick. Terribly feeling weak.

You can say it physically or you can say it mentally.

Oh well well.
I've just got to stand back on my feet and get out of all the
bullshits you all have created. DUMBASS.

Stay away from me and stop creating
unnecessary problems for me.
You want to have it. I give it all to you!
You like it so much. I'll let you have it.

Stop being so pitiful.
Cant you just take care of yourself? Be a little more independant?
I had enough. Far too much for me to take it.
Really.
Pull me out. I'm struggling hard.
Pretty Pretty please.

Assignments are dueing. Still have a few more.
Seriously, wanna thank my team mates for the upmost understanding.
HAHA.
And yeah, training in the later evening.

Hmm. When will I get my pay?

I miss shopping. I miss my friends.
I miss the quality time I had with them.
ALL the gossips. ALL the girls talk.
ALL the sweet little treats we always had.

She just want to get out of this complicated circle.
Its far too much for this little girl.
Always thinking that everything is so simple. INNOCENT THINKING.
However, with some irritating and irresponsible people around in this world.
Things normally turn out to be nasty.
Get it?

She will find herself back. REAL soon.
Cheery, Happy. Thats her.
She miss her smile. Her outrageous laughter.

2:09 PM