Saturday, November 11, 2006
met the girl at ps and had dinner at cafe cartel. initially planned to meet up with ping and kL also but both of them couldnt make it last minute. so nvm. we shall do more chill outs more often.
did our usual girls talk and some gossips we used to talk about it just like we were during our sec school days. those talks like, 'you know hoh, he and she broke up already' and 'yeah yeah, they were together !!!' i know i know we were like bitches yakking away in the cafe. girls are like this. their nature is to yak yak yak.
after so long since we had graduated 2 years plus ago, we certainly knew we had changed. yup. we have to agree that, people do change because of the different environments we were in.
either to the bad or to the better, the most important thing afterall is- just make sure you are always happy and contented with what you had now.
talking bout the change.one guy really strung up my nerves. whats the difference between the old one and the present one? its there such a huge difference? as if i had transformed into another person in a few months? oh my. you dont understand me. you dont know me.
i agreed i had changed. but this isnt what i want. i can choose which way i wanted to flow, but those shits which had already created for me ..thanks!... i still have to face it.
isnt it.
dont pin point at me.
dont snarl at me.
and dont say that again.
it can make me cry.
SO after all the bull-shits. we had a sudden urge to club. so yepps, went home, changed and cabbed down to MOMO.
i've seen the world.
once so pretty, scary, lostful, disappointing and lovely.
i so wanna tug myself in bed.
stay in my dreams.
chasing them. ever again?
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8:24 AM
XiangYing--