Tuesday, December 19, 2006
a lesson learnt. the feelings all flushed back. i knew the importance of every role but why i cant i get it done correctly or even the best.
kill me kill me. slap me.
it dont feel good. i'm really sorry.
i'm feeling so tired.
i want to forget everything.
i want to be stronger.
i want those joy and smiles i used to have.
i want those days with no lies but innocence.
as if. whatever. whatever. whatever.
i want santa to grant me my wishes. get me more bucks and everything will be settled. so i can get my favourite dresses and heels and i can buy presents for everyone!!
so santa. give me more bucks.
9:07 AM
XiangYing--