Friday, May 11, 2007
i've been coughing like a
mad cow so i woke myself up and
hereeee i am noww.
today was giving my IS lessons a miss and slept till like 1plus. feeling too weak to get my ass out of the bed and the chest still hurts now and then whenever i cough. forget bout asking me to go to the doc, cause i dislike seeing the doctor's face. so yeah. still attend todays training and did a lil PT and stunts, STILL, safe and sound. it was ABS training again. so our regular leglifts, situps, side ups in action! yeah! super KILLER! lucky thing was i didnt faint while i was walking home. else someone will have a hard time dragging my body back home.
&girls, please get well soon(:anyhow, i dropped that new white mobile twice this week. so much dead meat. first was before boarding the bus,
&the second was at heeren while flashing it out to check the stupid messages. and BOOM, it dropped onto the ground and the next moment, i was already dropping my jaw like so
BIG.
the elearning week its finally over, and i've got so much things to catch up. plus one frigging module which i had a hard time understanding, &i'm preparing to fail like a stinking sock, which i dont wanna happen you see.
AAhhs, these few nights had been
emoshitass. and i began to wonder what the hell i'm doing and what actually belongs to me. or it doesnt really matter at all. or i dont treasure the things around me. or i dont give a shit at all.
or perhaps i regret making all those stupid decisions ive made all along or i'm too afraid of what people will say about me? or i shouldnt mess about it in the first place. and whens the first place?
MAN..when i start thinking about all these, i just hope my
flu+fever pills would take the drowsiness effect and put me into deep sleep. and RIGHT now,
in the middle of the night, i'm craving for my
all time favorite!! the
strawberry cream prez! HA HA HA!
it would be even better if its LOWFAT.
4:04 AM
XiangYing--