Tuesday, July 24, 2007
spent the whole day at home with 3hours in school. watched the teevee, snacked, got my hair trimmed, laid on the bed, napped &had cchops for dinner(:
what really irritates me still, was the terrible ache in the inner thighs. i so wanna stop running to the toilet cause i had a hard time peeing seriously.
kept reminding myself that there are 2 quizes and a few assignments on going and weeks after will be exams. plus, i barely know what i'm studying this semester.
i'm reluctant to lock this fairlad of mine but it freaks me out when some people in particular whom you never talk to or met before is reading and checking on stuffs which you had been doing etc.
and esp some pp who turned me off.
i just hate school like soo much.
i just hate this period of time where assignments and and due dates starts to come in.
i just hate the routine i'm having daily.
i think i just need a life.
or rather stay at home for a few days and just ROT&SLEEP, not going anywhere.
unless theres someone who can suggest places where i've never been before.
i've been trying so hard to control my diet+cravings just to shed a few more kilos. yeah. so people dont! DONT tempt me with your food or offer me with waffles, sweets, choco and stuffs.
i'll cry.
CRY! CRY! CRY!
just let me whine cause i'm feeling so frustrated now.
2:01 AM
XiangYing--