Saturday, August 04, 2007
hello world,
i know i'm so so so
random.
serious uber RANDOM.
&the fact i'm feelin so so so hungry.
i need some hunger management like so much.
or a smaller stomach so i wouldnt eat so much.
i dont feel like eating.
sheesh.
i'm gettin depressed.
i'm getting so suay each day.
pip assignmen down.
mom gave me lesser.
my weight cant go down.
my diet had been relaxing for the past few days.
those cramps are driving me crazy.
i think i'm going to fail those modules.
i feel like crying but the tears just couldnt flow out.
i need that someone so badly.
and for goodness sake, i just did not get to see you bitch.
the word tremendously kept repeating and repeating and repeating.
and it is like some scary movie hovering.
i want flowers. real one esp.
my room looked so dull and dead.
and i said a zillion million times that i want my room YELLOW.
korean food at btplaza was uber great esp and you will just love it cause its super authentic.
free flow of kimchis. metal chopsticks&spoon.
i feel like dying.
i feel like tuggin in the blankets and force myself to sleep.
i hate my fleshy butt.
i hate those chunky legs of mine which cant bring me higher.
i jump low.
or rather i cant jump.
i cant spilt. i cant stretch.
i'm so heavy, and fat.
i'm such a loser.
alrights.
done with my whinings.
alrights.
i'm depressed.
get over and done with it.
KILL ME.
12:40 AM
XiangYing--