Friday, September 07, 2007
I'M BACK FROM MAGNUM ANNUAL BONDING CAMP!
yes. like finally. and i miss the home so much.
but the most important thang was what we've been through the 3days.
& i admit that i had been crying and whining to go home, and seeing my skin worsening each day, i just couldnt stay any more longer.
this three days had been especially fruitful and i guessed most of the guys have cleared their minds off and work towards a common goal.
plus i know it might be a long and tough fight towards the future, however with each other constant words of encouragement and standing with one another no matter what, everything can be accomplished.
yes. sessions where by we tried to convey our messages and incidents that had been stucking in our minds for like goodness sake, and all those
kuku-shits have been hell and stuffs. but at least, i knew that people are still truthful and dying to overcome whatever obstacles which are blocking in front of them.
i have to say everyone has been given chances and they are for each and everyone to fight for. whoever shows the result gets the opportunity, and if you were to give up, sit there, do nothing, and waiting it to pop by for you, seriously, nth can be done. and you can just bang the wall.
looks like i must bang the wall. heh.because of being lost
because of influence
because of miscommunication
because of misinterpretation
because of judgement
because of gossips
because of pressure&stress
because of the lack of confidence
because of limits
because of prioties
we were stucked in the decision making.
but
because of those hugs
because of the words we gave each other
because of confidence and trust we have for each other
because of how truthful you have been
because of the sweat we've been through together
because of those constant reminders to make us back on paths
because of teamwork
because of how great to be in the team working together
because we know that no matter what, its a joyful thing to be in the team
because each and everyone contributes, and are equally important
because i couldnt forget days we cried together
because i couldnt forget the tears of joy
because i couldnt forget the days some people stood by me
thatswhy, MAGNUM IS STILL LOVE.
i knew that i've been doubtful and losing the way towards what i really want. & always showing a
whatever or anything face, but i'm really really zillion grateful to those who cheered me on and uber appreciate their efforts which make me feel wanted.
plus, i've got tonnes and tonnes to say but its diff for me to list all of them here. without these people, without the faith you people had for me though i know what standard i'm in now and what capabilites i have, i'm already glad that you people chose to stick with me and tell me whats correct and wrong. yaa, i knew that i'm not a strong willed person, and giving up has been part of what i have been going through, this camp had totally changed my perspectives in my life, be it just for magnum, but it definitely the entire path i'm going through in future.
and yaa, keow(the in-charge in my grp) was uber motherly.
i could recalled when she told me how she felt and commented how a person i'm like, i couldnt control but let out whats left in me, next, i saw her taking out her specs and was crying. i was like
shit! damn! it was just 3days,
& she could understand and observe everyone of us in the group and gave her best to advice us, hoping that we could live our lives to the fullest.
okaysokays.i'll stop whining bout going home, cause next will be training camp. YES! NEXTWEEK.
tonnes to be said, but still, i love each and everyone of you and definitely MAGNUMFORCE(:
12:06 PM
XiangYing--